i really want to blog tonight.
but i have nothing profound to say.
no fun pictures to post.
nothing exciting going on.
our anniversary is coming up. thats exciting. its been a full 3 years on the 22nd.
what a wonderful day.
i married superman. did you know. his real name is clark kent... couldnt you tell by his glasses?
spanish is hard. who knew?
finding a job might be harder... ok finding the motivation to find a job is the hardest.
i wish i had all the money in the world so that i could go to ohio and south korea any day i wanted. there are 3 little punks im missing a lot right now.
ok a butt load of little punks im missing. stells, gabe, vicca, jasper, scottie, taranch, ryan, katy, cardo, jenny, nicholas, decker, abigail. too many people living too far away.
i wish we could have an extra large inverted culdesac so that all of our backyards were a big center park type thing.
i feel bored. why?
i want to do more. but for some reason im finding a hard time figuring out what i want to do.
maybe because i need to find a job.
im worried about moving to salt lake.
im worried about doing something so scary.
im worried about leaving my mom and taigen.
its been so wondeful to live here.
privacy is rare. but im not sad about it. i love it.
i love that our door has windows all the way down it, so we have a carnival cruise towel hung over our door for a little more privacy.
ok i dont really love that.
we have a snowman blanket covering our window.
i guess we are excited for christmas?
no? im not sure im excited for christmas. it will be too different.
im trying to loose weight.
ugh.
i hate it. but i need too.
sam is amazing.
ive never seen somone with so much self control. how does he do it.
life is weird.
life is good.
i saw a picture of my dad last night and i cried. i cried a lot. i do everyday.
its hard.
but its life.
and its good.
i need to do homework.
i need to go to sleep.
ah.
everything i own is in a storage unit or in the garage.
it was really annoying digging through the storage unit today to find the 3 things i needed.
i only found 2.
i want to make curry for dinner tomorrow night.
ok i have wanted to for the past 3 nights but havent.
motivation where are you?
at least i cooked the chicken tonight. i got that far.
this is a weirdy post.
i wish i was more organized.
i need a coach or something.
a life coach really.
help me with cleaning, studying, organizing, working out, eating healthy.. i could go on and on.
i will quit boring you though.
there are too many things, yet nothing running through my mind.
its a strange feeling really.
does that happen to you ever?
its a bit like a dream.
i had a dream the other night that tiger woods spoke at general conference.
it was sooo wacky.
i think he did good though.. im not quite sure.
i think i dreamt about him because my psychology teacher talks about him so much.
my schedule this semester is good. lots of general and component classes.
philosophy {ive been avoiding it}
social psychology {interesting}
rhetoric of churchill and hitler {very interesting}
spanish {ugh. but i want to learn so bad}
photo communication {think ill drop it}... to late... how about a withdrawal
kayak touring {its over. we went to jackson lake for a weekend. it was really fun}
just thought i would bore you some more .
peace.
x0x0
4 comments:
This post totally did not bore me. It made me happy that there are people besides me who have random thoughts and desires and stresses in their minds and their lives. I'm can truly relate to many of the things you listed. I'm worried about moving, I've been living out of boxes, I have no motivation, I cry a lot. Dang it... that sounds like I'm focusing on negatives. Oops. Well, hang in there. I think about you all the time.
How did you get in my head? YOu are more than welcome to join me at 5:50am for a workout. I have to be done by 7 to get kids up. I had to dig in boxes today to find a couple of things and only found 1. Come see the boxes that have to be moved to get to winter stuff and clothes for the baby. Christams will be just fine, thats why we have traditions...to bridge generations together it will be a year to remember and do old ones, along with creating new ones! Keep your chin up!
love the random post. had myself one of those not too long ago. when are you moving>
i want to throw a party. a really fun one. and wanted to see if you want to throw it with me. let me know.
Cracking up at this. Carnival cruise towel- classy. We all have these type of days/weeks/months if it makes you feel any better :)
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